Things still feel foggy as I try to find our rhythm once again, but we love the new home and land. We feel like tourists and one of my favourite things is exploring all the local, true General Stores of the north with seasoned wood floors that groan under even the slightest weight. You know, the ones who carry everything from your everyday plumbing needs and bait to stylish country clothing and home decor. Awesome.
Things feel a tad hectic and overwhelming as we try to get everything done at once. The garden is staked out and we were able to get a few cucumber, pepper, herbs and heirloom tomato plants from the Kinmount Farmer’s Market. We have to turn the soil, add the organic compost from Ellenberger Organic Farm
, rent a rototiller, fence it in and plant it this weekend. Then I would like to paint the upstairs bedrooms. Then we have the Doors Open next weekend. After that, we build a chicken coop and find some ladies to fill it.
We were fortunate enough to stumble upon Jan, a previous owner of our new home, as she sells baked goods at the farmer’s market. I liked her instantly and hope to get together with her to talk history, ghosts and other good stuff over coffee or tea. She eased some of our ‘too-good-to-be-true’ type fears. My first question was if it was haunted to which she replied “it is a happy haunted, not a bad haunted”. Good enough. As long as they’re friendly. The night before we met her we heard what sounded like someone whispering to Silas over the baby monitor. In the first couple of days the monitor shut itself off and then on again and the tv shut off randomly a couple of times. It hadn’t happened before and hasn’t happened since. Perhaps they were just saying hello.
On our first full day here we braved the black flies to lay some dandelions on the Mr. Williams’ grave. Mr Williams was the original owner buried on the property in 1892. Jan also told us there are many unmarked graves around the property as well.
Everything is more intense in the country. Dark nights seem darker. Strange noises seem stranger. Thunder cracks seem louder and closer. The quiet is deep.
Our bedroom window frames the highest branches of a tall pine and the other morning I laid with a sleeping bird +gnome and watched a yellow finch sing to the sun. He sang as though its very rising depended upon his song.
Last night I laid in the quiet. It was so quiet that my first instinct was to panic and feel homesick for the noises of town living; the car doors shutting, the voices of people walking by on the sidewalk, the comfort of the streetlights, headlights and break lights. Instead of distracting myself or turning the fan on to drown it out, I moved past the panic and stayed with it. It was crisp, cool, deafening and pure and I felt calm for the first time in a long time.
Blogging has been difficult for me as I struggle to find the time to both think and type whole thoughts, but I am constantly writing wee snapshots in my head. I have a book in me somewhere and a few weeks ago I awoke with the words to start. I remember a friend telling me she had taken a writing workshop in which the teacher told them “everyone’s story is worth telling”. I will try again to be a reliable and comprehensive blogger and to re-devote some time and energy back into recording our days and experiences here once the dust settles, but I admit I am struggling to find structure and routine. I can’t seem to find my center or my breath. I am sure I will find it in one of these boxes someday soon. Likely the last one I unpack.
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go gently + be wonderful
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