Category Archives: 52 portraits
- You’ve started to take it upon yourself to pick out your clothes for the day and proudly prancing downstairs to show us your choice of attire. It is often on backwards, but the colours almost always coordinate.
- You are going through a rather new phase as you become more a girl than a baby. You put your hands on your hips a lot and are trying your hand at defiance.
- You continue to adore Clementine and get lots of smiles out of her.
- You continue to love painting and were inspired to paint some flowers. We picked a flower book off the shelf and you spent most of an afternoon painting flowers.
- You are quite enamored with your friends M and N. You draw pictures of them and told me they are your sisters. It’s lovely to watch you form bonds.
- One morning you informed me that “Princesseses are so brave, and soo strong (said while flexing), and sooooo smart!”
- You spent the better part of two days decorating a cardboard box with yogurt labels, glitter, glue, paper bits, twine, tennis balls, spoons, lids, and other random bits. Then your dolls moved in and had a party.
- When I put makeup on the other day, you exclaimed that I looked like a Bratz Doll. Oh boy.
- The other morning while Silas melted down, you donned my sunglasses, laid down on my yoga mat in a bean of sun with your arms folded behind your head and legs crossed while saying “Awwwwww, what a beeeeeautiful day!”. Even though you’re more defiant than usual, you are still pretty easy going.
- One of the most exciting developments is that you peed on the toilet for the first time on March 10th! Since then you have been potty training and wearing big boy undies. You have had two full days (going on three?!) with no accidents, consistently wake up dry, and tell us when you need to go. We are all thrilled.
- In the past few days, you’ve started showing interest in drawing things like treasure maps, lions, dinosaurs and even some letters!
- Silas is already planning for his 4th birthday party…in September.
Me: Who do you want to invite to your birthday party?
Silas: The boys.
Me: Why not the girls?
Silas: Because they will ruin my party and eat all my cake.
- Silas just woke up from a late afternoon nap. When I asked if he had a good sleep he nodded and said:
“I had a dream about a super hero who saved a guinea pig and took him back with his mudder and daddy.”
Then his tone changed to sadness “…and then I had a dream that I had no home and no daddy”
I asked if that made him sad and he brightened, looked around, and gestured all around him “But this is mine home and daddy will be home soon.”
- You make all sorts of
demandsrequests for costumes, and things. Roll the paper up like a map, build me a ship/car/truck/tiger/etc, make me a doggy’s tail, make me a mermaid tale, etc. Most often it is ALL WRONG. We’re working on the “I can’ts”.
- The other morning we had the 90’s station playing on Songza and you broke into spontaneous dance and air guitar. You always make us laugh.
- You don’t often play with actual toys. If I am ever missing a slotted spoon or spatula, I ask you first regarding its whereabouts…in fact, as I write this I can hear you clanging about in the kitchen making a robot face out of lids and butter knives…oh wait, now you’ve donned your pith helmet and are digging dinosaur bones with a ladle and spatula.
- You’ve been sitting up on your own.
- You continue to smile easily, but this week you have been hollering wildly until you’re in someone’s arms.
- Our days have been demanding, but you’ve been waking less in the nights.
- You are wearing 6-12 month clothes.
- You tend to like your food with flavour such as cinnamon or thyme.
- You love mushed brown beans.
- Your hair continues to grow wilder by the day.
- You are Daddy’s biggest fan when it comes to his ukulele playing. You often cry when he stops playing.
- I’ve cleaned off the desk by the wood stove to make space for the sewing machine and have high hopes of sewing a few of these pinafore dresses for me, as well as a couple reversible pinafores for the girls. Like I said, high hopes.
- Brainstorming ideas for article submissions.
- Dreaming of a small addition to our small porch with a screened in area so we can sit outside in bug season.
- Wondering when Old Man Winter will loosen his grip. We are still buried in at least three to four feet of snow.
- Wondering if I should even be posting this stuff on my blog.
- Thinking a lot about breaking up with all the stuff and and finding balance in the online world.
- Project333 seems like the perfect place to start.
- I find myself fantasizing about calling 1-800-GOT-JUNK people and starting fresh.
- Finding great comfort and clarity in Buddhist/Zen philosophy when it comes to daily work and the “point of pointlessness”.
- Looking forward to doing more cooking with the kids each day/week.
- I am compiling a playlist for jogging.
- As the saying goes, “I was uncool before uncool was cool”, but I love me some catchy dance music. This will be on said jogging list.
- We’ve been making smoothies full of spinach and chia seeds and the kids gobble them up. It helps me stay calm when they refuse to eat veggies at meal time.
go gently + be wonderful
This weekend we celebrated Poppy’s 5th birthday. Excuse the cliche, but my, oh my, where has the time gone?
On Valentine’s Day we went to watch the Lego Movie and pick up your requested birthday present; a Princess Anna dress. On your birthday, we had planned to go for a play at the YMCA, but they were calling for freezing rain so we stayed local, picked up some party favours for your guests, made pizza at your request, and watched the Disney Planning DVD that arrived.
On Saturday, you finally got to wear your birthday party dress. Clementine wore her Elsa outfit and Silas had to be bribed to wear his Kristoff/Hiccup outfit for a photo opp. You spent the morning twirling and singing “It’s my BIIIRTHDAAAY! It’s my BIIIRTHDAAAY!”, “Happy Birthday to Poppy!” along with “Let it Goooooo” from Frozen and you could barely keep your fingers out of the frosted blue cake we made.
Soon the house was filled with friends and family dressed as fairies, princes, dinosaurs, unicorns, butterflies, and princesses. Nana made a bunch of the cutest edible Olafs and brought fresh eggs for everyone to take home along with their party bags. You were rather confused as to why people brought gifts and asked who they were for. You were just so over the moon to have your dress and a house full of fun people. There were a couple impromptu story times and a couple crazy accidents (a cracked rib and a somersault down the stairs, but everyone is recovering well). Overall, it was a loud and happy time. It felt like an important party for you; as though you suddenly went from being a baby to a little girl. It made our hearts swell to see you so happy with your friends.
That night, and the next night,you slept in your party dress. You finally took it off and wore jammies to bed last night.
- Your love for your sister grows more intense with each day and you go to great lengths to get a giggle out of her.
- I had no idea you found a bow tie I mad a few years ago and placed it on your kitty, but I got a good laugh when he sauntered out of the kitty litter box what had to be hours later, looking very dapper indeed.
- You love reading the Scooby Doo books, Jillian Jiggs Treasury, and the Robert Munsch treasury.
- You love watching Barbie, Equestria Girls, Frozen, How to Train your Dragon, and Clifford. You love playing with your growing collection of My Little Ponies, Strawberry Shortcake dolls, Merida, Anna, Elsa, and Rainbow Dash. (There is a sentence I never thought I’d be writing when my parenting adventure began!!)
- You’ve been singing songs from Frozen nearly non-stop. When I ask if you want to learn more of the words to it you say “No, you learn it.”.
- You adore painting.
- We discovered that your 6 year molar (46) is making an early appearance!
- Last week, we traced your bodies and then drew onto your bodies whatever you pleased. You gave yourself chicken pox, because you’re rather obsessed with drawing chicken pox. You then drew the path your food takes through your body. You asked me to draw a heart in your chest.
- You love watching the Disney Planning DVD to see where the princesses and Captain Hook live.
- You’ve always been one to prefer household objects to toys and I’ve started documenting your rather interesting and entertaining sleeping buddies and quotes. It has turned into a little project that has been enjoyed on Instagram and Facebook. Daddy and I decided if we were to ever create a book out of these pictures and conversations it would be called “Bed Folk + Pillow Talk with Silas”.
- The other night, he wanted to sleep with Poppy. I thought it would be endless playing and giggling, but they fell fast asleep as soon as the lights were out. Silas hates it when the lights first go out and Poppy comforted him saying “it’s ok Silas, you can see me. I’m with you.” I love their love.
- You really do say the darnedest things. Here are a few more examples:
- Silas: I was talking to The Perogie Man.
Me: Who is the Perogie Man?
Silas: Um, just the yummiest guy in the world.
- Poppy: Mom, I want a brown baby.
Me: Well, we don’t have brown skin so we can’t make a brown baby.
Poppy: Oh, right. I love our baby.
Silas: I want some brownies.
- Me: Do you guys want some milk?
Silas: Does it have Vitamin D in it?
Me: Um, yes. I think so.
Silas: Oh, great! I love Vitamin D.
- You hate having your hair washed. The other night you said you didn’t want your hair washed “…because it would turn into a girl’s hair”. After it was washed, you were distraught that your hair “looked different now”.
- Just yesterday morning, you woke up early with Daddy and wanted to wear some red mittens and a toque. Once they were on you exclaimed “Look at me Daddy! I’m gorgeous!”.
- There is no jealousy or animosity, but you keep a safe distance from little Clementine. Every once in a while I see you two sharing a flirty little smile though.
- You love reading the Scooby Doo books, the Jillian Jiggs Treasury, and the Robert Munsch Treasury.
- You love watching Equestria Girls, Clifford, How to Train Your Dragon, Clifford, Barbie, Jake and the Neverland Pirates, and Dinosaur Train. You play with pretty much anything that isn’t technically a toy, but do enjoy playing imaginative games with Poppy.
- You remain super happy even though I think your teeth are coming in and you have developed a rash/eczema on your back and tummy. We are trying to get to the root of the rash, but can’t be sure yet.
- You don’t often make strange with people. You seem to take your time watching them carefully and then smile.
- You usually wake 1-3 times in the night and nurse right back to sleep.
- We finally captured some giggles on video. It’s adorable.
- You’re now wearing 6 month clothes.
- We’ve started giving you little bits of food (the rash began before food was introduced), but you’re not overly enthused.
- You love playing with the remote and crinkle-taggy blanket I made years ago.
- You seem to have super human ab strength and can do a full sit up.
- Mike saw a big moose sauntering down the middle of the road on his drive home one night.
- We had our big load of logs delivered. $875.
- We’ve begun planning and saving for our Disney Trip 2017. We are super excited.
- We’ve begun working through a grade 4 french workbook to see what we remember.
- Mike continues to enjoy playing his ukulele.
- I am struggling to find my balance in many aspects of life.
- I am starting to wonder if my hair will ever stop falling out.
- In an act of self preservation, I am not allowing myself to even think about spring right now.
- We are hoping to get a YMCA membership for the family. It is over an hour away.
- Our community is lobbying for a recreation center and indoor pool, but I won’t hold my breath.
- Making plans to get the kids and I out of the house more often throughout the week. I am thinking one day out locally (Early Years, Kinder Gym, etc), one day out in either Peterborough or Lindsay (Early Years, Chapters story time, YMCA drop in craft or gym time, groceries, YMCA land class etc.), and one day out as a family to do swimming lessons and other errands.
- I don’t regret moving to the country, but I still struggle with feeling so isolated.
- A second car is what dreams are made of.
- In all honesty and if we had our time back, we would have approached my parents about buying a tiny plot on their farm, and built a tiny home so we could help with farm work and they could spend more time with the kids.
- I often daydream about finding another family to build a tiny house in our woods so we could begin our own intentional village.
- I made my first batch of Artisan Bread in 5 Minutes a Day. It was delicious and simple. A game changer.
- I still hate meal planning.
- I crave meditation and jogging.
- I have grand plans of writing letters and sending care packages to friends and family.
- I suck at blogging these days.
Last year, I attempted project 52, but failed miserably when the nausea hit. This year I thought I’d like to try again but for monthly records rather than weekly. Why? Because, even when you think you’ll remember the daily sweetness forever, you forget. I thought I might even include a section for tidbits of my own month.
So here goes…
- Next month, you turn the big Oh-Five and you want to have a strawberry cake with blue icing and candles and pizza. You’ve told me who you’d like to invite. You want a Frozen themed party complete with an Elsa dress because we went to the “movie house” and watched it before Christmas and you’ve been quite taken ever since.
- You’ve been writing your name for quite some time now (a year maybe?), but have just started showing interest in writing other letters this month. You struggle with “S”, but do a really nice job and seem to be a natural, but begin to balk as soon as I ask for more.
- Last night you got your 4-6 year vaccination. Daddy and I contemplated the best way to prepare you for it and decided to tell you two days in advance. We also told you it would hurt, but by the time you said “ouch” it would be over. You freaked at first, but got braver as time passed. When the time came, you were so brave and then ran out to tell Daddy and Silas “I got a shot!”. You were very proud of yourself.
- You continue to go to bed late. Sometimes you stay up until we go to bed and other nights you tell us when you’d like to go to bed earlier. You sleep through the night and wake between 7am to 9am.
- You still refuse to eat veggies, but you LOVE fruits, meats, bread, and dairy. We don’t heavily restrict junk food, but when you’ve had enough you stop and tell us you’ve had enough.
- You love playing with your dolls and ponies.
- Back in the fall, you had a bad cough and would wake in the middle of the night EVERY night coughing like crazy. Daddy would take you downstairs, he would give you a steamy bath, then you’d eat a fruit juice freezie and watch Sponge Bob until the coughing had settled. It was a nightly ritual for a couple weeks. Now, most nights before you go to sleep, you ask Daddy to take you downstairs for this little ritual. Which makes me hope you forever remember those midnight dates with Daddy.
- Your favourite colour is pink.
- You love having your nails painted.
- You HATE having your hair done.
- You love drawing people and sometimes animals. You don’t draw backgrounds or the sky yet, but you’ve begun drawing bodies instead of just heads. You also like to draw the universe which I find so interesting. Your preferred medium seems to be paint, but it always ends with water and paint pooling and drawn EVERYWHERE including on your brother so we have taken a little break from that. It may be time to get some more.
- You don’t really care what you wear as long as it is comfortable.
- You are madly in love with Clementine. When she fusses, you run to her and comfort her by saying “It’s okay, I’m right here. Poppy’s here. I’m not a monster, I won’t hurt you. We’re all right here.”
- You fidget like crazy. You bounce everywhere you go.
- You love My Little Pony Equestria Girls and can often be heard singing the cafeteria song. This is the song that has inspired you to enjoy spontaneous dancing again.
- You are 3 and a half.
- You never miss an opportunity to make us laugh.
- You notice all the little details (you’re a lot like Mama). The new bedding, the new plates, the tiny piece missing from your cookie or cracker, the new welcome mat.
- You love watching and being a “Hero” and “saving he day!”.
- You also love having your nails painted.
- You are incredibly particular about what you wear and especially, incredibly particular about what jammies you wear. Your favourite pair are the Halloween ones Nana bought you and Poppy two years ago. They are full of holes, the feet have been cut off and are threadbare, but they are still your first pick.
- You are an early to bed, early to rise type. You’ve begun telling us when you’re tired and we take you upstairs to your big boy bed, tuck you in and leave the light on where you fall asleep. You’ve been known to forgo the evening snack of frozen yogurt so you can go to bed.
- You love fruit and are only slightly more adventurous with veggies. You will eat carrots and corn, so that is something. You don’t like meat.
- I often find you climbing the counters and eating butter.
- You refuse to draw on paper and instead prefer finding bits of charcoal from the woodstove to doodle on our walls, the large TV unit we made, the wood box, the windows, etc. You still aren’t drawing people or things though you did draw one “person” on the floor one day with charcoal.
- We went to the doctor’s office for Poppy and Clementine’s vaccinations last night and, even though you weren’t even getting a check up, flipped out when we got there. You screamed and clung to Daddy in the waiting room until Poppy came out to tell you proudly that she had her shot. Hopefully you don’t do that when it is your turn.
- You still refuse to potty train. You will sit on or stand by your little potty and make pretend pee sounds, but have not had success yet.
- You enjoy snuggling by the fire with one or both dogs in the morning and throughout the day. You still play with your “freckle” (eyebrow) or that of the dogs.
- When Poppy kisses you, you say in a swoony sort of voice “Oooooh, she’s soooo awesome!”.
- You hate having your hair cut, but have no trouble cutting your own. Sigh.
- You have a habit of carrying around and sleeping with random objects and toys. Last night it was a red balloon, a few nights ago it was a brass apple and a calculator, a few weeks ago it was an old caulking gun. Other items include fly swatters, strainers, wooden spoons, forks, a whisk, the Hulk and Ninja Turtle toys, a pastry brush, the soup ladle, a book by the Dalai Lama because it was your cookbook, another book about Islam because the author looks like Harry Potter, a broken tire pump. It is kind of poetic.
- You can count up to ten items (sometimes 12) and know most of your letters, numbers, colours, etc. You have no problem remembering names and details about animals and love dinosaurs.
- Me: Do you guys want some milk?
Silas: Does it have Vitamin D in it?
Me: Um, yes. I think so.
Silas: Oh, great! I love Vitamin D
- Oh my. You are sweet. Daddy thinks you’re the most smiley of all our sweet things.
- You settled into a night time routine fairly quickly and effortlessly. You fall asleep while nursing and then usually wake once or twice per night. Some nights it is four times, but you always go back to sleep quickly. It’s a blessing.
- You are the tiniest of our babies and still fit in some three month outfits. Your brother and sister only fit into those for a few weeks if at all.
- You never shed your baby hair and you were born with a lot of it. I am quite certain it will be curly just like Mama’s and Poppy’s.
- You are a very content baby. Sometimes I will get caught up in doing something and suddenly wonder where I left you. You’re usually in your exersaucer just watching the world or you’ve fallen asleep in your play pen though I like to hold you as often and as long as your brother and sister will allow before they make requests of me.
- When you’re tired you will often start to babble loudly and you have fallen asleep in your exersaucer.
- You look at everything with wide eyes and usually a smile.
- You have a knack for knowing when I am just about to sit down to yummy meal and demand to be fed yourself.
- You made strange for the first time a couple of weeks ago when friends visited. It may have been his hat. You did it again the other morning when Daddy sat in front of you without his glasses on.
- You got your first shots last night. After the first one you recovered quickly, but the second one required a big hug and nursing to calm you down.
- You’re tired and stir-crazy, but madly in love.
- You are itching for change so you did a DIY ombre on your hair. It wasn’t a disaster, but you wouldn’t mind a professional cut and colour…even though you have trust issues with hair dressers
- You have shopping dreams.
- You fantasize about a second car.
- You’ve been wearing the same jogging pants since…Monday?
- You suddenly enjoy painting your fingernails and feel a twinge of guilt every time you do it.
- Reeses peanut butter cups are rocking your socks currently. As well as the Ruffles ranch chip dip (AKA creamy crack).
- Nearly everyday you wonder if you should throw in the towel and send the kids to school, but then something wonderful happens and you remember why you wanted to do this in the first place. This is hard, but worth it.
- Honestly, homeschooling three kids under 5 is a lot like “teaching” stoners with a wicked case of the munchies.
- You’ve lost 7lbs of the overall 40lbs you’d like to lose by following old school Weight Watchers. You feel better already. You know it isn’t rocket science, but it gives you the structure you need. Don’t give up on yourself.
- You find it hard not to turn into a drill sergeant when teaching Poppy how to write letters. She is good at it, but she needs to go at her own pace. Don’t take the fun out of it.
- You would love to find a sustainable way to make a little extra cash for the household each month. Writing would be ideal, but you seem to have a case of writer’s block.
- You are teaching yourself how to cook Indian food and enjoy learning how to layer all those decadent spices.
- You’d like to re-learn French…if only you had appreciated the daily french lessons from grade 4 through 10. Sigh.
- You’d really like to get a large, meaningful, family tattoo on your shoulder, but feel a big twinge of guilt when you think about that as well.
- You’re still learning that you get to do this homesteading, parenting, homeschooling gig however you feel is right and good. You don’t need to paint yourself into a corner.
- You’re getting better at trusting your gut when it comes to parenting.
- You’ve decided to plan a once in a lifetime, balls to the wall family Disney World/Harry Potter trip in 2017 by doing the 52 week savings plan. You’re ridiculously excited.
- It took you the better part of a day to write this post (between all the mama jobs).
go gently + be wonderful
Firstly, I apologize for my absence and secondly, I thank you warmly for your kind emails to check in on me. At 5 weeks of pregnancy the all day nausea hit me like a tonne of bricks and the depression that always accompanies it followed close behind. Up until now, even the thought of signing into my blog account made me feel nauseated.
Alas, I am 19 weeks along and aside from feeling a bit gaggy in the mornings, I am feeling much better now. Phew, that was a rough ride!
I am a little ashamed and saddened that I have only a handful of ho-hum photos from the past 3 months, so indulge me while I attempt to record a few snapshots to remind us all of what these month looked like…
- We had our 18 to 20 week ultrasound on Monday and found out that we are having a GIRL! The kids have been saying girl consistently whenever we ask them so it was no big surprise to them. We waited to find out for our first two, but thought it would be fun to find out for our last one. It feels really nice to know…though I do have that nagging thought that they do make mistakes.
- The all day nausea lasted from 5 weeks until about 15 weeks. I made the whole 10 weeks without throwing up and then randomly at 18 weeks, I barfed my guts out. The same thing happened with Poppy.
- If I had picked up my camera you would likely see pictures of Silas dressed in a straw hat and lady gloves while exclaiming “Iiiiiit’s show time!” and you would see Poppy dressed in her flapper hat, lady gloves and a purse declaring she was ready to go to the bush.
- We spent a great deal of time laying on the couch watching movies. The funny thing is that I felt so guilty, but the kids were happy…likely because they had me all to themselves to snuggle and play with. I also realized just how well they get along and play together. They almost never fight and almost always share there food and toys with each other with a simple offer or question “You wanna share with me Silas/Poppy”. They really are the best of friends and I am so glad they will be homeschooled to foster that relationship.
- I wonder how this new little girl will fit into the mix and dynamic. Both kids are excited and ease my worries when they bring toys for the baby, kiss my belly, and shush each other so as not to wake the baby. Silas found a play stethoscope at the local thrift store and immediately held it up to my belly and said “I’m just checking your baby. I’m a doctor.”
- There was lots of lego, books, and puzzles by the fire.
- Evening games of Uno in which Poppy actually began beating us until she lost interest and left the game after 4 or 5 hands.
- The Waltons
- Poppy has become quite crafty and resourceful. When I take to long to fill a bowl with water for her to use her watercolour paints, she will spit in them and begin without me. She used the same principle just yesterday when she wanted water for the mud pit they love so much. She peed in it and I was able to stop her as she was about to proceed playing with her new mud. Don’t worry we promptly filled the area in with 10 bags of play sand last night. The black flies swarmed us, but with bug nets over their heads, they played happily for nearly an hour without so much as a single bite.
- Speaking of the mud pit, one warm day this week they were able to strip down and become completely coated in dark, rich mud. All was fine and dandy until Silas snuck inside, waited until I spotted him, slammed the door and ran squealing into the front room and onto the couch where he flailed around until I could get him off and into the tub where he surprised us all by pooping. He has never done that and I think he was more shocked than Poppy and I.
- Poppy has been sleeping in her own room, but Mike has been staying with her until she falls asleep, but about a month ago she started asking to go to bed and falling asleep by herself. This is a very big moment for us as we have never wanted to let her cry it out.
- We have been moving Silas to his own toddler bed in their shared room after he falls asleep, but most nights he finds his way back into our bed.
- Poppy loves to draw, but shows more creativity with paints. My favourite pieces are a portrait of Daddy and a colourful caterpillar.
- She has also begun spelling and writing her name by herself and has learned the sounds all the letters of the alphabet make.
- Our 9 hens are laying well and we can barely use up all the eggs.
- Our red headed rooster has started to attack us. It began with Silas, then Poppy, then Mike, then me. He isn’t brutally aggressive, but enough to be annoying. The good news is that when he attacked Silas and Poppy, Huck was there and gently pulled the rooster off of them by the tail feathers. We are hoping to find a new home for him or he may end up in the freezer.
- Huck has been a frustratingly stubborn dog, but he is wonderful with the kids and keeps a watchful eye on them. If they run out of sight, he will follow and sit with them.
- Our area had a lot of run off water, rain, and flooding this spring. We weren’t affected by the flooding rivers at home, but our basement did gather some water which was frustrating, but so many people were evacuated and likely have severe water damage to their homes.
- Mike and I will be creating a new website for Ellenberger Organic Farm. It will have a lot more comprehensive information on it. I will let you know when it goes live, but if you’d like to see more up to date photos, videos, and what is available when, etc, be sure to like their new Facebook page! It was a great maple syrup year for them.
- Mike’s Mom and her partner were up for a visit as they made their way back from Florida to Newfoundland which meant that Mike and I were able to get into the big city for our first night away alone in over four years. We visited the St. Lawrence Market where I nearly passed out due to low blood sugar. I sat on their lovely outdoor patio area where Mike fed me strawberries, cookies, meat sticks and water until I recovered. We then walked on to the Distillery District. Then up through a sketchy part of town and through Cabbagetown until we reached our hotel (An old Victorian house that Ernest Hemmingway lived in while in Toronto). Once talking to the kids and freshening up, we made our way through the posh, douche chill inducing streets of Yorkville to a little Indian Restaurant where we enjoyed a lovely, quiet meal while simultaneously remembering why we like and love each other. We then sipped on coffee and hot chocolate and strolled through aisles of books. In the morning we rose early and enjoyed a stroll back down Bloor until we arrived at the ROM. We sipped more hot beverages and ate a small breakfast while chatting and people watching until the museum opened. With one set of butterfly wings, one set of dinosaur wings and a dinosaur mug, we made our way back to Union Station by way of the bustling Yonge Street. My feet still hurt, but the simple memories are good ones that should carry us through to our next getaway in another couple of years ;).
- Turns out that making baby girls makes for a fatter sicker mama. With Silas I was able to wear the same pair of non maternity jeans throughout the whole pregnancy. With this one, I peed on the stick and my pants stopped fitting. Sweet lord, it is going to be a long summer!
- There are so many lilac blossom promises this year. How I love the wild flowers and perennials that grow around this little house…wild roses, peonies, poppies, lilacs, daisies, cherry and apple blossoms, and black eyed Susan’s, oh my! My mason jars shall runneth over this year!
- We are hoping to get honeybees next spring. I do love the dear little creatures, but would like to get the family allergy tested before we get them to make me feel better.
- Mike is still making his way though our giant pile of firewood logs which means Mike ventured into chainsaw ownership and use. He was pretty excited. We hope to save up for a much more efficient wood stove this fall.
- We were very pleased that we didn’t owe any taxes this year! We got a $10 return, but paid $80 to figure that out.
- Poppy has a new habit of posing very seriously for photos. It is hard to explain, but it often translates into a very sad looking little girl even though as soon as I take it she breaks into a smile and asks to see it. It is as though she is being artistic beyond her years. Just yesterday she spotted the patch of cheerful dandelions in the yard and ran out to pick them in her fairy jammies. She brought more and more in and then arranged them ever so carefully in a small mason jar. Of course there were some very stoic poses for mama and her camera, but I did manage to capture a couple candid joyful faces.
- Silas’ favourite new word is “dirt bag”. It is something we lovingly call him from time to time, but it likely sounds horrible to onlookers who watch Mike take him into the washroom of the restaurant to wash his hands while he hollers playfully in protest “Let me go you dirt bag!”. Funny stuff.
- I purchased a 5 year journal on our little getaway to the city and look forward to recording a little bit about our everyday days.
Well, there you have it. I know I’ve forgotten so many tiny good moments, but now I will have something to come back to this winter as we work away on our annual Poppy, Silas + Little Girl (We have a name picked, but will attempt keeping it secret for now) book for the grandparents.
I hope to see more of you these days and catch up on your own spaces again.
go gently + be wonderful
- We had our first appointment with the new midwives . I will be having a third c-section, but prefer midwifery care for my pregnancies. It makes me feel a lot more in control and relaxed. Seriously, everyone should go to a midwife regardless of what kind of birth you plan on having. They are great. When I came out of the office, Poppy lifted my shirt and asked where the baby was.
- I feel miserable. The all day nausea has arrived two weeks earlier than anticipated.
- Poppy put her head on my belly and I asked if she could hear the baby in there. She looked concerned and said “I don’t hear him (she is 50/50 on the boy girl thing, alternates frequently) I think he ran to the store to get bananas.” Also, I feel as though I could sleep until May.
- I heard somewhere that siblings are usually right about the sex of an unborn baby so we ask them frequently. They go back and forth often and just yesterday Silas informed me there was a boy and a girl in my belly. Funny kid.
- Seriously, will someone please give this girl a hot dog. Or a foot long tuna sub. That’s what dreams are made of right now.
- This already feels endless.
- The End
I am quite certain I will fail miserably at keeping up with this portrait a week project from the blog Che and Fidel, but I figure it is worth a shot. I would be fairly impressed if I were able to do it once every two weeks or once per month, but we shall see how it goes. Besides it would be great Christmas Book fodder…
- When anyone tells you you’re pretty or cute you reply rather confidently and matter of factly “YES, I am.”
- You have had potty training mastered since about one week after beginning on December 17th. You don’t have to be reminded at all (though mama does bug a bit when we’re out and about just in case you get caught up in playing). You are so proud of yourself and beam at us. One night around New Years you were sitting on the toilet with the door open and hollered out “keep the change ya filthy animal!”.
- Your hair is incorrigible. There is no other word for it. We are growing it a bit in hopes of being able to tie it up or even braid it, but it only seems to want to grow forward onto your wee little face. We should have it under control by the time you’re 17 😉
- You love all fruit, but will not touch vegetables so I have been sneaking cauliflower and turnip into your mac and cheese and spinach into your cookies and lasagna. It works marvelously.
- You love drawing pictures of people and the planets and solar system. Anywhere you see a circle (the circles you were supposed to trace in a workbook) or two dots (the screws in the little chair you sit in at your art table) you tend to finish it off by making it into a person. You are completely engrossed in your art for long periods of time.
- You love playing with dough and pastry and always ask to help me in the kitchen.
- You like sleeping in your own room with the pink walls and vintage Strawberry Shortcake sheets. .
- You still ask if we can go “pickle treating” (trick or treating) again.
- I hope you never stop calling a bathing suit as “baby soup”
- You are a loving little thing with an even temper. You may look like me, but you are more and more like your daddy in many ways. Adaptable, easy going, and generous.
- We have yet to see anything “terrible” (twos or otherwise) from you.
- The other night you went to sleep with a plastic saw.
- You love looking at your nursery rhyme books and LOVE the picture of Hansel and Gretel and the “candy house”
- You recently discovered the joy of lego and like to build lighthouses (with ghosts), castles, and cities.
- You love your animals and protect them always. You carry Smitty (our ever-tolerant cat) around like a little baby, putting him under blankets when you think he’d like to sleep, carry him to his food or water dish when you think he is hungry or thirsty and protect him from the giant oaf, Huck. “He’s like a little baby, Mommy”
- When you fall or trip or cough, you yell out to us “I’m ok!” before we have time to ask.
- You know all your numbers and alphabet and colours and animals. You are beginning to be interested in knowing what words start with what letters and can recognize familiar words like Poppy, Silas, Mama, and Daddy.
- You can count up to ten items accurately.
- You are starting to practice writing your name and do the p’s and o’s quite well which is pretty good considering those two letters make up most of your name.
- Last week when you were both sick with a fierce cold, you snuggled up with your head on my lap and as I stroked your hair, you looked up at me and murmured “I’m like a little kitty.” and then fell asleep.
- In a couple of pictures above, we had gone outside for a little romp in the fresh snow. While Silas climbed up into the trailer and into the scrap lumber pile with its rusty nails, you laid down in the snow and just closed your eyes and stayed there until the dogs put their cold noses on your face. You were so still and peaceful like that. You take a lot of quiet moments like this where you seem to be contemplating big things or perhaps nothing at all.
- You are quite excited about your birthday and so far, you’d like chocolate cake with chocolate icing and chocolate ice cream. Also you have requested strawberry juice, popsicles, and lasagna. When we ask if you’d like any toys, you tells us you would like for everyone to come and eat cake.
- We can hardly believe you will be four in a few short weeks!
- You are one fierce little boy.
- You are strong willed and have taken to throwing down almost constantly.
- It is exhausting, but you do make up for it with hilarious antics and loving gestures.
- The first words out of your mouth in the mornings these days are “Where’s Poppy?” and “I wanna watch Eggo (Diego).”
- We don’t love Diego, but you seem to be fascinated with the animals on the show and retain the facts with ease.
- We thought, since Poppy started going on the potty, that you might be inspired to as well, but you refuse just as your sister did. After seeing how effortless it was for Poppy, we are much more relaxed about it all. When you’re ready.
- You have no interest in drawing or painting or even playing with play dough, but you do enjoy playing with your animals and cars and doll house.
- You tend to enjoy books without words and prefer looking at pictures.
- You do like it when I read aloud from my own grownup book though.
- Your vocabulary is and always has been ridiculously advanced. You speak in quite full and proper sentences though you have no interest in learning your letters and numbers.
- You know your colours and like attempting to count things
- You love pretending. You roll up paper and use a flashlight to look for “Rosie” and use pretend cameras and binoculars often.
- You enjoy wearing an apron and making food in your play kitchen with Poppy; soups, pies, toast, and stirring sugar, milk and flour endlessly.
- For the last two nights you’ve gone to sleep grasping a mini whisk and stirring spoon.
- The other day, I asked you the rhetorical question “Could you be any cuter?! I don’t think it is possible.” You put your hands on my cheeks and said “Yes Mommy, it is a popsicle!”
- You continue to remind me of Grampa Ellenberger when you make your mischievous face.
- On Friday, as I began getting supper ready, you came into the kitchen asked up. We were both crusted with the day’s snot and grime and oh so tired of doing not much of anything for days. You put your head on my shoulder, patted my back, and in a congested, raspy voice said “I love you Mommy.” I can’t be totally sure, but I am quite sure that is the first spontaneous “I love you” you has ever said. I softened and the whole week melted away as I squeezed you tighter and said “I love you more”. you barely hesitated before saying “I love you most”. See, I said you make up for your tantrums with loving things.